I stared at the invoice long after my anger cooled, tracing each line item like a forensic report of the night. “Pre-date grooming.” “Time spent planning.” “Emotional labor.” Every phrase was a confession he hadn’t meant to make: he saw intimacy as a transaction, not a connection. The man who’d brushed hair from my face was now billing me for the gesture, retroactively converting tenderness into a tab.

What unsettled me most wasn’t just him—it was how normal this logic suddenly seemed. Friends laughed, then admitted they’d dated men who kept similar invisible scorecards, just without the spreadsheet. Chris’s counter-invoice didn’t just clap back; it gave language to a quiet dread many of us carry. I didn’t owe Eric a cent, but I did owe myself a new standard. I can’t stop someone from turning love into math. I can refuse to be their receivabl