I balanced the first letter in my fingers, the paper worn soft where his hand must have hesitated. The handwriting I remembered from grocery lists and birthday cards now shook its way across confessions he’d never spoken aloud. He wrote to our son like he was still listening: describing sunrises, apologizing for slammed doors, explaining the silence I had mistaken for indifference. Every page felt like walking into a room where he’d been screaming for years, only with the door locked from the inside.

As I read, the man I’d divorced—cold, distant, unreachable—crumbled into someone far more fragile. He had loved clumsily, privately, terrified that his tears would make my own collapse. I realized we had both been waiting for the other to show the “right” kind of grief. Holding that box, I finally understood: love had been there all along, just hidden in the spaces we never dared to share.